I have been sad lately.... Fishstick died.....

It might have been my fault... Well to put it bluntly it most likely was my fault, I bought some fish to do the clean up work in tank so that I wouldn't have to... The next morning two of them were dead....

Then Fishstick started to swim upside down.... That is a good indication that fish aren't feeling good..... I did all that I could to help him... Just short of mouth to mouth I mean how would you do that to a fish? Would you spit water in his mouth or air.... I just didn't know ......

So we flushed him ....... All drains lead to the sea Right?........ I am sure he is happier now...

If Fishstick would have died and he was the only fish in the tank I would have happily put the fish tank in the storage room.... Now I have these other fish that I have to wait for them to die..... We didn't even name these fish...... Maybe I should and they will die sooner.......

I am not really a good fish mother..... I use to be when I was younger but for some reason I am killing fish at an alarming rate now.....

I don't know if it is my age or what....... I know that Yoko keeps saying "Mom, you just said that" so who knows maybe I feed them over and over and don't even realize it.....